pissed

Hi there ppl just got my job yesterday.... these days are so dull.... what i visualise are just black and white... it is like a cycle.. a routine... where you eat sleep work and sleep again... i am so tired of all these.. i feel so.. pressurized... no idea why..... like a big burden.. but i do not know why..wish i have someone whom i can trust to confide in.... just gonna sleep it off and let nature take its course.... Anyone out there to lend a helping hand.. gets so bored staying at home..